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dude.. seriously get a life…
when will u stop acting like an idiot retarded person?
trying to screwing others eh?
too bad dude.. I’m way smarter than u..
and i’m not like u who share partners with every1 else u call "friend"
seriously funny when piece of trash trying to talk to me about what we call intellectuality.. I laugh my ass off that..
grow up u faggot..
seriously..
at least make urself as a "someone"
well.. we’ll see how I will start screwing your oh so call life?
heh..

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
to a long and painful fight

Truth be told I’ve tried my best
but somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
and the cost was so much more than I could bear

Chorus:
Though i’ve tried, I’ve fallen..
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
better I should know
So don’t come round here
and tell me i told you so….

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
the wound that would not heal
it’s the bitter taste of losing everything
that i have held so dear.

Chorus

Heaven bent to take my hand
nowhere left to turn
I’m lost to those i thought were friends
to everyone i know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
pretend that they don’t see
but it’s one missed step
you’ll slip before you know it
and there doesn’t seem a way to be redeemed

Chorus

On the corner of main street
Just tryin’ to keep it in line
You say you wanna move on and
You say I’m falling behind

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

I never really gave up on
Breakin’ out of this two-star town
I got the green light
I got a little fight
I’m gonna turn this thing around

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The good old days, the honest man;
The restless heart, the Promised Land
A subtle kiss that no one sees;
A broken wrist and a big trapeze

Oh well I don’t mind, if you don’t mind
Cause I don’t shine if you don’t shine
Before you go, can you read my mind?

It’s funny how you just break down
Waitin’ on some sign
I pull up to the front of your driveway
With magic soakin’ my spine

Can you read my mind?
Can you read my mind?

The teenage queen, the loaded gun;
The drop dead dream, the Chosen One
A southern drawl, a world unseen;
A city wall and a trampoline

Oh well I don’t mind, if you don’t mind
Cause I don’t shine if you don’t shine
Before you go
Tell me what you find when you read my mind

Slippin’ in my faith until I fall
You never returned that call
Woman, open the door, don’t let it stay
I wanna breathe that fire again

She said
Oh well I don’t mind, if you don’t mind
Coz I don’t shine if you don’t shine

Put your back on me
Put your back on me
Put your back on me

The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun
When you read my mind

I’ll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You’ve been the only thing that’s right
In all I’ve done

Have heart my dear
We’re bound to be afraid
Even if it’s just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

ps : sigh this is one of the song that can make me cry..

How cruel is the golden rule,
When the lives we lived are only golden plated.

And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me,
Though I carried karats for everyone to see.

And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies,
And all the lovers with no time for me,
And all the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me.

Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams,
When the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens.

And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me,
Though I carried karats for everyone to see.

And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies,
And all the lovers with no time for me,
And all the mothers raise their babies to stay away from me,
And pray they don’y grow up to be.

I don’t know how long I’ve been falling for you, neither remember the first time I told you that I love you.

There were nights, when you would hold me close in your arms, irradiating the warmth of your body, comforting mine. Just like tonight.

There were nights, when you would stay awake, listening to my incoherent thoughts, even though sleepiness had shown on your angelic face. Just like tonight.

I don’t know how long I’ve been falling for you, neither remember the first time I told you that I love you.

There was a night, when we walked hand in hand beneath the cloudless sky. You pointed out to a beautiful, bright star on the east of the horizon, and then you named the star as mine. I gaze at the star every time I have the chance to. Just like tonight.

There was a night, when you took me away to no man’s land, forgetting the world around us and leaving all we have behind. I realized that there wouldn’t be a problem as long as I have you. Just like tonight.

I don’t know how long I’ve been falling for you, neither remember the first time I told you that I love you.

There were times when I made some mistakes, but you would look into my eyes, whispering words of forgiveness. Just like tonight.

There were times when my heart shattered by the vile, but you would stay by my side and heal the wounds. Just like tonight.

I don’t know how long I’ve been falling for you, neither remember the first time I told you that I love you.

Every morning when I wake up, I would feel your tight embrace, assuring me that you would always there to protect me. Just like tonight.

Every night just before we sleep, you would kiss me on the cheek, whispering the words ‘I love you’. Just like tonight.

I don’t know how long I’ve been falling for you, neither remember the first time I told you that I love you.

You always say that together we’re bound to fly. You always say that together we’ll make it through the laughter and the pain. Just like tonight.

I know that my life wouldn’t rhyme without you. I know that my soul wouldn’t be filled without you. I know that my heart wouldn’t beat without you. Just like tonight.

I don’t know how long I’ve been falling for you, neither remember the first time I told you that I love you.

That doesn’t matter.

All I know is that our love will last for the rest of our lives and that I’ll remember every memory that we will share along the way.

Just like tonight.

No one ever said to me that having a relationship gonna be easy

I know it’s need a lot of effort

Having a relationship include two person

No more No less

When there is less, well there’s no relationship there

When you only thing of yourself and never thing about your partner

When there is more, well there’s too much

You can’t have it with any other else, love not to be share with a lot people

It need to keep safe and only for the one that really worth your love..

And the one who will return to you..

When we include two people

It’s mean two way of thinking, two way of perception, two way of feeling, two way of principal..

When we can conclude it and we can accept each other for what it is

Then it mean yes you and your partner is really a soulmate

No one said a soulmate doesn’t need a lot of effort

You should work it and earn it

Nothing comes easy

When it’s comes easy, you won’t regret it when you loose it..

You won’t be sad and feel so painful when it left you..

If you never feel sad or pain..

You will never respect the meaning of love itself..

You need to work it and earn it..

So you will keep it and respect it…

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,

Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you

She makes my heart beat.. on and on…
She keeps a smile on my face through each sad things I fall back on..
She brightens up each of my cloudy day

And
She’s mine…